ciao bellissime!! how are you ... say that I miss you ... you just sorry for my absence, I wanted to write you before, but I did because I nn past a hard time = (
I just wanted to write something positive and nice .. for this .. No I wrote
now the situation nn has changed a lot ... I would say worse, but oh well .. was to be expected from a failure like me ...
I resumed work at the call center ... 6 hours per day and 40 ... are psychologically destroyed by XD
no joke .. I like the work, perhaps because it is also the only one there! the alternative would be promotions XD .. and I assure you it is much better .. nn
finally I also have a balance in the room ... right now weight
54.7
this means that nothing has changed ... nn before lunch even if I weighed 53.9!
September is finally started! and I obviously hope for a good start ...
things start to wonder, but I never nn perseverance, strength and tenacity to finish them properly ... how stupid!
I feel even a better person ... maybe it's just an illusion!
are too lazy and I hate myself for this!
I have energy, joy sunshine .. I will always be cute and suitable for every situation ... but then drops and the enthusiasm comes the numbness ... No time wasters that are stupid stupid other!
in these twisted thoughts maybe there's something positive:
- first the desire to do it (believe me that's something to believe in ourselves)
-everyone who sees me for so the first thing asks me is if they are thinner =)
- I feel a little prettier and therefore safer
never mind the negative things because the list is long ... I have such a tangle of sad thoughts that nn I can not even express ...
but I have to do cost Whatever It Takes =) I have to wake up!
how are you?
now I just walk around to see how you are =)
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